disappointed of myself venting

bee • ♥️💙
I had a stillborn March 14 and I don't think I had my period since I usually bleed everything out (sounds disgusting lol sorry) for 2 days. I don't know if I ovulated or etc., Was on bc for about a month, then stopped since I'm moved and haven't seen a doctor yet.. I have all early signs of pregnancy. DH & I have sex a lot ! I'm afraid to be pregnancy again, I just can't take another lost.. 😔 how long did it take for you to get back to a normal cycle?
 looks like I will be taking a HPT tomorrow