It started last night. I'm just beginning to feel so down and I'm in so much pain. my whole body hurts. my fiance and his 13 yr old son just don't seem to get how hard it is for me to do anything. getting dressed, walking around the mall all day, taking out the trash, cleaning, making dinner, it's all 60x harder. and I'm still working part time, on my feet for 5 hours a day. momma needs a god damn break. I do everything for everyone. Although my fiance has been taking care of things financially, all our bills are late ...men.... and I'm so stressed out. He told me yesterday to get another job then. WOW. I lost it. cried all night. barely slept. he hasn't touched me in a week. and no affection at all. I just wanna hide in bed all day. in the covers. alone.