Gender is very very confusing? To say the very least? I’m a 18 year old girl (sex wise) and I also identify as a lesbian. But sometimes I’ll wonder what it’s like to be a boy? Maybe a little too much? I’m very in the middle of the spectrum on clothing (I wear just about everything but especially button ups and old vintage t-shirts) but i don’t think that I’m trans? Because whenever I think about it i always envision myself having a girlfriend? I find boys pretty but I don’t want to date them? But I especially love their hair and clothes and sometimes wish I was a boy so that I could have them (the clothes and hair) but I think I’m just confusing my gender expression and thinking it’s my gender because my family is very into stereotyping me into the “butch” category of things whenever I fit more into the “blue jean lesbian”

I’m so sorry that this is very long and thank for you taking the time to read this and reply if you’re able.

I appreciate it and thank you for your help and advice x