Mom problems

Why is it so hard to impress/not piss off my mom? Everything i do is wrong. I can’t do anything right. She constantly pushes me away because I’m a girl. She thinks just cuz I’m a girl that I’m gonna be 10x worse than my brothers. You can only imagine how frustrating that is! I feel like nothing to her.. what happened to showing love equally to ALL your kids? Where am I supposed to learn from? I hate this guys 😭