So I’m 21 & I’ve been with my first “real” amazing gf for a little over 9 months now and we’re completely in love and just can’t get enough of each other but there are so many things happening. For instance I moved from Texas to Arkansas away from her and we’re still making it work (literally road trips to see her and her taking greyhounds to see me) but I still live with my mother because she has many health issues, tbh I’ve been caring for my mom since my sister passed (since I was 13) qnd honestly haven’t had a real life to myself since. I love my mom so much but I’m 21 now and I want to leave but I also know that she most likely wouldn’t make it on her own but I also deserve a life for once. And the worst part is my mom doesn’t know (she suspects) that my girlfriend and I are together but my mom is homophobic and when she suspects these things she goes off and calls me the most hurtful names and honestly she could never truly find out or I’d lose her as a mom (she’s already told me this ) and it’s just so much to handle because i love them both so fucking much that words can’t even describe but idk what to do. Any words of wisdom guys? 🖤✨