late period...

its the second month in a row my period is "late" first was by about 8 days and this one 4 but i woke up this morning feeling like it was coming on. fuck my life. ttc is literally going to make me want to take my non working uterus out instead. 2 years of this shit and ONLY a dead baby and disappointment to show for it. im pissed!!! why doesnt my body work correctly?!?! i am literally hating myself right now like all i see are bfps before such important dates and MONTHS AND MONTHS OF TRYING AMD I GET NOTHING BUT A SLAP IN THE FACE AND MORE FRIENDS WHO CAN COCIEVE EASIER THAN I. FUCK MY LIFE. KILL ME NOW. SHIT DONT WORK. and i swear to shit if someone says "quit stressing and itll happen" you shut the fuck up. stress is inevitable and even with it lowered my DUMB ASS BODY DOES NOT CONCIEVE. so sick of feeling inferior like...fuck.