Feeling like i have to pee?!?!

Jess • 👩🏻22, 👫married, 👶🏻💙6 month old ✨Blessed✨

Soooo...when your man goes down on you and begins to eat you out do you ever feel like peeing? That's me every time and even though it feels so good and I don't want to stop him I stop my hubby cause TMI i'm afraid of peeing in his mouth, lol. I always go number 1 right before having sex and just when my hubby begins down there, I stop him. I feel sad and mad at myself cause he always tells me how much he likes it and how much he would love to be able to do it without me stopping him! I'm embarrassed to tell him why I stop him cause i feel like if later I let him continue he might have his mind on checking whether it might be true and I'll feel even more uncomfortable that he'll have his mind on it. I don't want him to think I'm gross! P.S. I really don't know if what I feel might be "squirting"?! Does squirting happen just once or can it hapoen a couple of times during sex? Does anyone have the same feeling?