Valentine’s Day help 😫

I’m 19 and I’ve never had so much as a first kiss, I met this guy... who wanted to know if i was a virgin and I told him I was. He asked me one night and asked me if i like oral. I told him that I wouldn’t know, and he said he wanted me to try. I told him I hadn’t had a first kiss and he was like we can do that too. I never really gave him a straight forward answer so and we don’t text anymore I wished him a happy birthday and we had a little casual convo nothing major at all. Valentine’s Day is coming up should I just go for it... I want something you know I’ll be 20 soon and never had a first kiss. I want to know what it’s like because I’m starting to feel lonely. So should I give it a shot and just ask him if that offer is still on the table it’s been several months now?