My fiancé proposed before his deployment and it has been hard to have him gone. Especially trying to still focus on us and act like this is his 4th and final deployment before brig with me for good. It scares me and don't know who I can talk to to help ease my mind that he will be safe coming home at the end of August. I finally found a good mannered brave man who loves me with all his hart and my hart feels the same. I want to be with him so much. How do people handle with having loved ones in harms way?