emotions...

i find myself constantly worrying about if my boyfriend wants other girls and it’s annoying. he shows me he loves me but i still always feel this way. any little thing can make me upset or i try to find things out of nothing. idk...maybe it isn’t nothing. i get mad over him adding girls on snapchat and stuff and i can’t stop. i think it’s the fact that he doesn’t know these girls and i know what boys are like. i also wasn’t treated well in past relationships so i guess i expect the worst when something bad happens. i love him so much and don’t wanna lose him but i’m sure one day the way i act will push him away. i guess i’m scared of losing the one person i love most. and i know that i can find someone else but it’s the fact that i’m happy with him and don’t want anyone but him...