I am a ftm and I stay at home. I love spending time with my daughter so much, but I don't interact with anyone else. My husband comes home and he's tired or he'll watch her so I can shower ect so we talk a little but we're tired and just watch some thing and go to bed. I have no family or friends here, I am from a different town. His family is nice but I'm so intimated by his sister she's like a super mom and she's always so busy with two babies I don't wanna bother her. I've always been a social person and this is really throwing me for a loop. My family (I only have a sister and mom) are always too busy to talk. I just feel so out of place. I just feel so boxed in and I feel horrible complaining cause I get the opportunity to be with my daughter and not work, but I feel like I'm losing all human touch.