pressure to breastfeed

anyone feel pressure to breastfeed??? I can NOT make my baby happy at all. She's been getting colostrum but due to a shallow latch I have busted nipples and can't get her to latch with them so I'm pumping. well it's not enough to make her happy. my husband asked me why I was pushing myself so hard to breastfeed. Now I'm sitting here thinking about it. why in the HELL do moms get judged if they give up breastfeeding. like I know if I stop I'll get called a shitty mom because I did with my first ( wasn't able to even make colostrum with first baby). I'm litteraly so over it. baby has lost a ton of weight already and we actually have to go for weigh in tomorrow... Am I totally wrong for asking directions to start formula feeding?!