3rd miscarriage in a row (sorry for long post) 💜

so I am currently having my 3rd miscarriage in a row in the last 10 months, first i found out and 2days later I miscarriaged naturally, second I was almost 9 weeks and i had misoprostol and kept bleeding for a month ended up having an infection and had to have a D&C;, today I was meant to be 9w5d and had slight brown blood as I wiped and a few cramps, ended up talking myself to emergency where the triage nurse was rude and pretty much told me it was normal to bleed in pregnancy which I knew already but just knew something wasn't right, they then checked me out and did agree it was a miscarriage and I'm glad I came to emergency I ended up having red bleeding that stared pretty quickly about 1hr after being in emergency they then did more test and we're talking about what to do when I ended having the worst bleeding I've ever had in my life, it was full on, sorry for TMI but I felt like I was peeing myself and it was all blood, I passed something that resembled a sac and it was pretty big, I never had this withy other 2 miscarriages so was definitely weird, they ended up performing a D&C; on me within a couple of hours and I'm so glad, I've had lovely people the whole time, they all can't believe how positive and fine I am after going through all of this, but life still goes on, I do miss all the babies I have lost and can't wait to be able to hold my own in my arms one day, but I know these things happen for a reason and nothing can change it as much as we would all like to be able to stop it, this is life, we are strong women and will all pull through this, and after this miscarriage I finally get to have it all looked into and find out what had been causing these so somewhat I'm going to be getting some answers and im both nervous and happy about it.

sending my love to everyone who has been through some sort of pregnancy loss and never forget those Angels who are watching over us all 👼👶💜