Emotional

I am extremely extremely emotional and very overwhelmed , stressed out ect....my wedding was supposed to be this August and we had a split up a few weeks ago because we needed some space from all the stress. When I cam back come to find out ABSOLUTLEY NONE of our wedding was paid one except the couple down payments we had made!!! I now have to not have a wedding that I spent all my time and energy into landing and I'm so heart broken );