After being in an abusive relationship a year later I'm to find out I have herpes then a year after that I find a man who seems interested in me. We've been talking on and off for a few weeks and been on 3 dates. But the only thing I can think about is that I have herpes. I literally hate myself. Why did this happen to me. Not too many people were interested before this happened to me and now someone really seems into me and I have this. I hate it. My ex would never hold my hand or kiss me or anything in public and this guy does it all. He's literally the opposite of my ex, everything that I want. I hate it.