AF arrived with full force this morning

PixelTreasure86

Anyone else totally gutted today? My cycle for the past 4 months has been 22 days, 26 days, 21 days, 26 days. Gonna have to buy opk for this month or I'm gonna have no idea when I'm fertile. AF showing up was more heartbreaking than bfns. And this was only my first month. I'm going to be a nightmare :-(