Losing the V

My first time having sex was nowhere near as romantic or cute as I wanted it to be. He went for 2 hours and for a virgin that was waaay too much. Im sure its great for some but I was exhausted! Also I learned the most embarrassing way that if he pulls out to many times air gets in and your vagina makes fart noises! 🤭😱 I was mortified. To make things worse I didn’t realize woman can actually squirt and cum soo much. I thought I had peed on him!!! I apologize more times than I can count. It just was very awkward. I died inside.