Crazy dreams!

I just had a dream about why I miscarried the first time. It was like a flashback! It was Super Bowl time and my mom made this amazing food and me being me I had to try it all like always! She threw in clam dip too, I didn't realize till just now that clams are high in Mercury. Uuuugggghhh I feel terrible now!!!! But I was also thinkin when I woke up that I won't make that mistake again, I'll eat way healthier and be more careful about what I'm eating! God gave me a second chance and I'm not going to blow it! 🙈