Everything happens for a reason

So it’s been a little over a year Hubby and I have been ttc.. it’s been 8months since we had an early MC. I finally made an appointment with my dr to talk to them about fertility.

Well let’s just say my obgyn I am very comfortable with, I’ve been with her since I was a teenager but she always comes off judgy and loves to lecture! So I was quite a bit nervous about going to her with this, but I was so beyond ready to get some tests started! Well I made an appointment online last week, which normally yu gotta wait months to even book with her! So I’m excited I dont have to wait so long!! We get to the drs office and my online request did not go through.. she has nothing opened til March 🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️ the receptionist says “well what’s it for? Maybe we can squeeze yu in!” Okay great !! I wanna talk about fertility!!! “Well there is one appointment but it’s called a flex appointment... blah blah blah... we cant book it here” so is there anything I can do ?!! “Yu can call the appointment center and hope you get to it before someone does” shit okay ! I’m so frustrated at this point, I’m already nervous and now this is happening... maybe its just not my time yet 😢 so then the appointment representative answers and I explain the situation, she tells me that I got the last opened appointment for today with my ob !! 😁😁😁😁 I’m relieved and ecstatic! It’s not for another hour, so hubby and I go to the shopping center nearby. I’m starting to get anxious again.. time needs to hurry! We get back to the drs office and I check in with a different receptionist this time.. she says “well there’s one for 2:30 and one for tomorrow at 3:20” bout ready to flip now.. I was told by the other lady the 2:30 did not go through! And I just rebooked on the phone and she told me TODAY!!!

My hearts broken.. I’m gunna have to go home... cancel all appointments bc I can’t take off early again from work... hubby and I are here now.. I want to be seen today...

a minute goes by with her looking at her computer and finally she says “there’s a 3oclock with our other obg I’ll book you for her” okay thank yu! At least we’ll be seen today!! She not my doctors but she’s gotta be able to tell us where to start ! I’m super nervous now.. waiting and waiting finally we’re called back and this nee obg is AMAZING!! It was the most opened, non judgmental appointment I’ve ever had ! She completely erased any worry hubby and I had !! She explains everything goes everything, laughs and jokes, and is just all out great ! When everything was done we were walking out and hubby looks at me and goes “I really like her!” And my face lights up ! I do too !!! Like a lot! As soon as we walked out I called to have my obg changed!

So now I have the best obgyn ever ! That hubby and I are comfortable with ! She even helped him out as to where to go and what he needs to be tested for, we didn’t even have to ask! My other dr wouldn’t have cared bc he doesn’t have the same insurance. She wouldn’t have broken things down, she would have judged us on everything, I would have been lectured about everything and anything!

Anyhow, my appointments are set up for all my tests !! 😁😁 this is the first time I’m excited for AF to come ! Keeping my fingers crossed everything turns out okay !! I’m nervous but so excited to finally truly know ! Hubby will be in about a month or so for him to get tested! Everything is finally falling into place !! He’s been more opened about a lot when it comes to all this craziness of ttc! And to hear him tell the dr, I’ve looked up a lot and I’ve read into a lot.. it just melts my heart ! I know it’s been a little overwhelming for him lately with all the ovulation days being met and finding a bbt and everything and he’s just getting super stoked now ! 😁❤️ Come on god, bring us some baby dust !! Or at least bring us some good news with all these tests !! Then maybe sprinkle a little dust our way ❤️❤️