FET 2/15! UPDATE 3/5

I am so EXCITED! Finally get to carry our Day 5 embaby boy! All prayers welcomed!! Anyone else close? UPDATE: 2/7 16:00 Nurse called and my estrogen is normal and lining is at 7.5 which is great for me! I start PIO shots Saturday 2/10! UPDATE: 2/10 Started PIO shots - actually not bad if I use the heating pad. It does make me feel itchy and a lot of heartburn. UPDATE: 2/14 Nurse called to tell me they will start the thawing process at 8:30 a.m. for my 1 p.m. transfer. She said no news is good news. Let's hope he makes it! 🙏 UPDATE: 2/15 I don't have words to explain the joy! Our 5 day normal PGS tested embaby boy is finally here. He looks just perfect and doc said he was already hatching!

UPDATE: 2/16 Took my 1st Lovenox shot last night and it felt like my tummy was on fire! UPDATE: 2/17 My bbt dropped almost 2° this morning! I am hoping it was an implantation dip🙏🙏🙏 UPDATE: 2/18 You guys this is stupid but... it scares the crap out of me to go to the bathroom!!! I'm afraid I'm going to poop him out! And I shake before wiping cause im afraid there will be blood there! I think im loosing it! My back hurts, my boobs are sore, the heartburn is horrible but that could all be the progesterone shots! Aaaaahhhhhh😫😲 UPDATE: 2/19 I don't feel much different today. Still eating healthy foods (lots of avocados, pineapple, coconut water, and veggies. Salmon 1 a week, homemade soups, salads and veggies)I was at work... at least part time...! Don't get me wrong I LOVE all the pampering my family is giving me but it's making time go so slow! I really should NOT complain though. My dad has done ALL the cooking to make sure I get 5 healthy meals a day. His wife had done ALL the laundry (like ALL folded and put away too!) and my DH and DS have cleaned, vaccummed, and scrubbed the house cause my DH doesn't want me touching cleaning products! DH also spent $400 on a filter for my room because he doesn't want anyone bringing germs the baby is!!! Oh I found out the Lovenox (blood thiner) hurts way less if I ice the area before and after!

OMGOODNESS you guys!!! I just took a test! 4 days past transfer and there is a line there! It's very very very faint but it's def there. It wasn't FMU so I'll test again in the morning! Grow baby boy, grow!

UPDATE: 2/20 5dpt Is it possible God has granted me this miracle? After 2 surgeries to remove cancer, a blocked tube, blood clotting issues, 4😇 miscarriages, quitting my job because I can't take my ADHD meds, countless cycles of waking up at 6 a.m. to take my bbt, Sono, Hysterosalpingogram, and countless test, at the age of 40? My line is getting darker and I can't even find the words to describe how I feel! In love with this little guy for sure! I've been buying him clothes for a long time and loving him when he was just a thought. I can't help being terrified but I've waited so long to see those 2 lines I can't stop crying from joy!

UPDATE: 2/22 7dpt Every morning I wake up feeling scared and I ask God for all of you wonderful ladies and to keep my baby boy safe! I think I'm still in shock because I must've taken about 30 pregnancy tests by now. It's crazy but atfer seeing so many BFNs, I just keep looking at those 2 lines in disbelief! I finally gave in and took my migraine med because my DH was worried I couldn't keep anything down. Feeling so much better now. I'm glad I had the clear from Maternal Fetal Medicine to take it!

UPDATE: 2/22 8dpt I feel like a crazy woman! I can't help but to be cautiously optimistic. It is so hard sometimes to enjoy this feeling and not worry! Anyway, this is what happens when you've been waiting for those 2 lines for so long! UPDATE: 2/25 10dpt First and foremost CONGRATULATIONS to those of you with BFP! I will continue to pray for you and it looks like so far God is answering my prayers! Please post your news on here so I don't miss them! It gives me great joy to see them! 2nd I got a bit of a scare yesterday cause I saw Brown spitting. However I didn't stress to much and reminded myself "Brown blood = old blood" "this is probably left over stuff from implantation. Don't panic!" Well today, sip, nada, no spotting so looks like I was right! Or the Lord reached down from heaven and kept my baby safe! 3rd I have found the best thing for my sore A double S!!! I got it at Bed Bath and Beyond but then found out Amazon has it cheaper. It's a palm shape massager. Holy Cow! After a few minutes of DH rubbing me with it, I was like "PIO shots? yeah I can do those" ! If you end up getting one (or something similar) just remember to keep the massage very gentle. I'm no doctor but I know deep massages release chemicals and it's a no no when you're prego! Always ask your doc and ladies don't forget to hydrate!!

UPDATE: 2/27 12dpt Ughghgh Is it Thursday yet? I can't wait to get my beta done! In the mean time, I finished my baby registry on Amazon and put together the mini crib with DH. My doc said I could take unisom for nausea! News to me!lol I'd thought I'd share that with you guys (I mean always ask your doc 1st)

UPDATE: 13dpt (18dpo) Tomorrow is beta... so scared. You guys please help me stop testing! Something is wrong with me!

UPDTE: 3/1 14dpt I just got the call! Blood test confirmed positive! HCG 2,302!

UPDATE: 3/5 He is finally all snug in my belly. We love you so much already! Can't wait to hear your heart next week! I know how much it hurts sometimes to hear someone else get pregnant. You ladies have given me hope, prayers, laughs, and words of wisdom. I want to respect that! This will be my last update. I will keep posting on the Nov '18 group. I would still LOVE to hear how you guys are doing so please keep me updated! I feel like you're my loving cyber family💕💙