My procedure is scheduled for tomorrow. today I cried just from being close to my daughter. I feel so awful and guilty because I want to be showering her with love and showing her how grateful I am to have her.

but it's just so hard to be around her right now when all I can think about when o see her is what this fetus could turn into if I was making another choice. feeling like I need to apologize to her for taking away the sibling she could have had.

my mom will be babysitting her for a few days after the abortion, but I'm scared about how I'll feel seeing her after the surgery.

has anyone else gone through this and have any advice on how to get back to my normal relationship with my daughter?