August 2017. I had an abortion. Still to this day I find myself crying in the middle of the night unable to sleep thinking what if.

It would be been my second child born when my first would have been only 14 months old. I was scared, alone and felt I had no other option.

I can’t get over what I’ve done. I’ll never ever forgive myself. I feel heartless, unworthy and a killer.

I don’t know what to do? I’m lost! Full of grief and regret. Does it get easier? Please?