WE ARE FIGHTING

My s.o and I are fighting lately I know it's different from what we are use too bc we never fight but today he told me he was going to eat with our roommate which my man paid then they are going to town to buy dabs which my man is paying bc will get paid back tomorrow, but I wanted to go into the city which is just an hour away. And he doesn't want to bc he's tired. But my man said that he always has to tell me what he's doing, no I was sleep when he came and woke me up to tell me this shit and was like I don't understand why I always have to tell you what I do with my pay check. All I could say was ouch. I told him all I want to do was hang out with him for valentines day. Bc I know damn well we won't have money on the day. But what do I matter. . I feel like we might break up soon even though we are planning a wedding. I started to cry but all he does is work and come home play his games and then goes to sleep he doesn't hang out with me we hardly have any conversations I'm just stressed I love him so much best man I have ever met bc he supports me but sometimes I feel like I'm drowning. He and I are still in love I know it but I fucking want to have one damn day alone outside of our house. Idk ladies can anyone tell me about their experiences and what not