Pressed 🤔

On Friday I decide to buy preseed for the first time, and give it a try. I am overweight and I do have diabetes, I’m 23 going to 24 in April I’m scared of getting pregnant because i am diabetic but it will make me the happiest person in the whole wide world. My husband and i have been trying for 2 years already and nothing I only have one ovary but I do have a regular period I see everyone around me getting pregnant and excited about it.. it gets me jealous and every time I just want to go in the room and cry I have lost weight but I go into depression and binge eat everything I find in my way. I don’t know what to do anymore I try not to feel sorry for myself and be happy but I just keep bring myself down. I just need some advice.