It's so crazy how before I got married I was so excited about marriage & having kids. Never did I think I would struggle to get pregnant like i am today. I never imagined it, seeing how my mom had so many kids & all my brothers have kids of their own. 💭 when I got engaged all I could think of was me looking forward to starting a family 👨‍👩‍👦‍👦 we'll be celebrating our 2nd yr of marriage through court on November 2013& our 1st yr through church in September 2014💒 been trying for 9 months, still being hopeful. I would give anything just have one healthy baby. 👶🏻😕 I'm thankful for a supporting husband, even though I know he wants a baby as bad as I do he try's to be strong & not show hurt just so I won't feel even worst. I'm thankful for that because imagine if he was like me we would be a total mess together lol. Anyways just wanted to vent 💕