I was and then I wasn't
I went for my first sonogram last week so thrilled to be seeing my little miracle for the 1st time as well as disappointed that my husband couldn't come.
As I lay there watching the screen i knew something was wrong. I'm staring at it thinking that is not and 8week old fetus. Just breath and relax maybe your dates are off.
She can't find the heart beat. She keeps trying but nothing. So i hold it together but inside im torn apart.
She finishes tells me to get dressed and wait in the waiting room bc the radiologists might want to speak with me. Well if i had any doubts she just confirmed my fears.
If i could speak without crying i would flip on her. She wants me to wait in a waiting room surrounded by strangers that is torture. She comes back 10 min later which felt like 30 has me sit at a desk and talk on the phone with my midwife. I was devistated.
I returned a week later for a follow up and confirmation this time with my husband and it was confirmed and a much better experience. But it was confirmed i had lost the baby i had a missed miscarriage. Now i need to take drugs to Make me cramp and expell the remaining products.
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