Rant.

I’m so angry and upset rn.

My daughter woke up doing like her half “I’m getting hungry cry” so I️ Gave her the binki, went upstairs and was making her bottle. Then I️ start tearing her cry. Now usually when my boyfriend isn’t there, I’d go get her. This time I didn’t because I️ knew it would wake him up and he could rock her and settle her down. Well after making the bottle I️ put it in the warmer and I go downstairs cause she’s still crying.

My boyfriend just set her on my side of the bed and was shushing her. As soon as he saw me he started yelling at me and saying “why would you leave a crying baby” when I️ said “I️ had to make her bottle” he said “you can’t just take her with you?” Like yes in a situation where you weren’t there and that’s my only option, I️ would. But guess what honey, YOU ARE A PARENT TOO. YOU CAN WAKE UP WITH HER FOR TWO SECONDS AND HELP HER AND NOT EXPECT ME TO DO EVERYTHING.

I️ don’t know whether to want to scream or cry.

I️ want to do both.

He makes me so stressed and I️ feel like I’m the only one doing anything.

Every time I️ try to explain my feelings he thinks I’m being “much” and need to stop overreacting.

Ya ok. When you’re the only one taking care of our baby with no help what so ever, you can talk.

Rant over.