Its hard to be sad on this journey of TTC baby #2 . Because , I do have a 6 year old girl . But sometimes I cant help it. I try baby'in her . But she say mommy Im a big girl not a baby . Her two top teeth fell out and she look so innocent and cute . Almost like a baby again ( Gum joke) lol. Seriously, Im becoming an emotional wreck . I can just curl up in bed & cry while eating ice -cream and watching videos on baby movements in women stomach on youtube all day . :(