Infertility sucks!! Morphology sucks!!

Dems

Trying to keep so strong for my partner but he won't talk about the situation, how can I help him if he won't talk about the situation, I could imagine it's hard but not talking can put such a strain on the relationship, trying everything I can to try & make him feel better, he even wants to cancel his second sperm analysis because he can't even handle it anymore!! How many more pregnancy announcements do I have to see my heart feels crushed, why is it nobody seems to publish about infertility, experiencing this makes me realise it's not spoken about enough! Not enough help given, every month.. it'll be okay, just adopt, you'll get there in the end bla bla bla, this has been a long 2 1/2 years we've struggled enough!! 😢 I hope we eventually beat infertility because I've never felt as broken as I do now