Scared it won't develop again
Me and my husband have been trying for more than a year and I am 6 weeks pregnant with (fingers crossed) my second child. Last summer I also got pregnant and had a miscarriage. It just never developed so I had to take two pills to move the miscarriage along . It was very hard . My first born was the easiest pregnancy with no morning sickness and I was pretty much happy go lucky the entire time but when I got pregnant with the miscarriage I had morning sickness really bad and then it stopped one day out of the blue .
I'm super worried to get my hopes up about this baby just to have that happen all over again. Not that I have any choice in the matter. But I'm waiting for my ultrasound which is in 5 days . Which feels like I've been waiting an eternity to get my hope dashed, maybe.
The thing is I did have morning sickness again really bad all day. I felt bloated , tired and felt like garbage. But for the last two days I've felt somewhat back to normal. And I'm terrified this is the sign that I'm 6 weeks pregnant but not carrying a baby (per say ) .
It's extremely hard to not get your hopes up. I just want there to be a heart beat. How do other women deal with this dance with hopes and dashed hopes ? I also feel like miscarriages put u in this secret society no one talks about . I just had to write something tell someone my fears .
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