I wish my life could work out differently tbh and I feel like I can't talk nobody about it like I got a lot on my mind lately, I hate that I feel this way like I don't know sad?? I honestly wish i could understand my emotion, but Idk I'm tired of feeling bad for myself I'm tired of feeling this way because my anxiety I can't escape I could sit there have a happy moment then my mind get deep and make me sad & make me cry I wish I could talk with people about, but it feel like I'm bothering then I try to become positive & help out the best I can but damn no one will be there for me and I have been feel soft lately whenever I talk about my feeling I hate feeling like that & like right now I can't really explain how I feel I wanna say more but I can't like I don't know how to explain