Feel miserable feel like I’ve been this way forever then realized I kinda have been having first trimester hormones for 4 months. Miscarriage end nov. residual hormones in dec. Then this pregnancy started in Jan. No wonder I’m so miserable. Just wanna sleep and cry but I can not get good sleep. I just wanna cry and yell at everything cuz I hurt. Sucks whoever said pregnancy was wonderful forgot about the first trimester or never had a hard pregnancy.