I’m a wreck...

My grandparents went down south to vacation from December-March. They got into a car wreck the other day and my grandma is now in a hospital 26 hours from me with fractured L4 and L5. We’re trying to figure out a way to get her home so she can recover and possibly have surgery if rehab doesn’t work.

My mom and her new boyfriend decided to go get her in a few days...leaving me here to take care of her dogs. I’m upset...why wasn’t I asked to go? I’m 22 btw and more than capable of helping her make the drive and it’s MY grandmother who this guy has never met.

Also found out I’m going to be working 8 days without a day off and since I worked today the Valentine’s Day plans I had with my husband for this weekend are now ruined due to my work schedule for the next week. I work in a group home for troubled girls and I love my job but 8 days in a row is exhausting in more ways than one.

I also started my period today Hello hormones.

Also at work, a fellow staff gave vday cards to everyone but me. I also found out that there was a group text about everyone going to dinner together that I also wasn’t included in.

Oh and tonight at work a girl tried to strangle me while laughing about it.

All of this has been in one day and I’m sitting here about to have a panic attack trying to figure out how I’m going to do it.

I miss my grandma so much and I don’t know if she’s going to be okay. It’s killing me