Fuck Valentine’s Day

So I know it shouldn’t really matter it’s a holiday for the card companies to make money, I mean we’ve been together for 6 years now I shouldn’t be upset but the past year has been a roller coaster for us with buying a new house infidelity and just life it’s not easy on a 21 and 23 year old doing what we do, so I thought that I might get something. He works third shift so i was expecting something when he got home. Tell me why he walked in the door with a case of beer. I don’t even drink beer. It really just rubbed me the wrong way like not even a candy bar or something even though that sounds so stupid. I’m trying to hold back tears right now and I really just don’t know why that upset me so much.