Wedding Blues 😢

faith
so me & my SO are getting married 6.16.16 & it's been really hard juggling bills & expenses. so lately that's all we been talking about& it's driving me crazy . I could try to have a funny convo with him & he cuts me off & say something like tomorrow I'm going down to put money on the rings or how much do we owe on this or that. but he will get on the phone with his friends or family member & have a ball or even we are around them he's a different & happy person  . we go out & stuff & don't have nothing to talk about really. I feel like I should've never wanted this wedding. has this happened to anyone else? opinions please??