This happened to me 15 min ago. Help?

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After a huge disappointment for my parents’ attitude towards me (especially how my father was treating me the past few days, like he didn’t care hurting my feelings) and two of my friends rejection today (for not cutting out of school with them today), I decided to take a nap on the couch, it was the only way to stop thinking about everything.

After about an hour of sleeping, I woke up with a huge anomalous pain in my stomach. I sign it to you that this was the worse stomach pain I have ever had in my life, I thought I would vomit so hard and then collapse. Stood up, holding my stomach in terrible pain, trembling in pain, I see myself in the mirror, i was so pale, like i had no lips, my eyes were dark all around and my mouth had a terrible taste.

That’s when I understood how serious this could be. I have immediately took back the wishes I made before this nap, ie. to get really sick and die as I am not worth this life. Maybe God gave me the first step of that wish just to show me how terrible my wish was. I won’t ever make such a wish no matter how terribly life is treating me.

So i with a lot of difficulty and pain walked to the toilet. After that my pain has stopped but I still felt so weak. I couldn’t guess where this was coming from, I ate really well so i wasn’t hungry. Here I am, changed from my skinny jeans to my pyjamas, laying in my bed this time.

I really need your help and support. What could this terrible pain be? Is it due to my psychological problems? Could it be serious? I feel like it will come back soon. I’m scared to sleep again.