Hormones or just me...

I'm always so bitchy, especially with my SO. He just annoys me so much and gets on my nerves quick, even with little things. I don't know if it's just my hormones or I'm just not Inlove with him anymore 😪 I'm just having a really hard time right now with mine and his relationship. We have been together for a year and a half and have lived together for a year and 2 months, I am 18 weeks. I know I've always had bipolar/depressed/anger issues... But I'm so lost right now, especially bc nothing seems to even make me happy anymore, in general. 🙇🏽 I guess this was just a vent. Don't comment if you're just going to be rude bc I don't want to hear it 👏🏽