Am I ugly?

All of the girls in my grade are literary skinny sticks. I'm a little bit more fat than any of them. I like this guy and idk, but I think he likes me. But every time I think about it I just think Im too ugly for him, or not as skinny as other girls and he'll never like me... I even tried putting on makeup this one day, and I really regret it because I looked worse. And not to mention, my skin color is kind or more tan than everyones. What do you think I should do?