I just want to stop "waiting"...

I feel like I have been waiting to have a baby for forever now! I just wish I could let it go and keep ttc but not be so eager because it is beating me down 😞 it has been 2 1/2 years now since we started ttc and we have had 2 miscarriages. So that is just a lot of waiting. Plus I get to see all if these adorable newborns on social media and I can't help but long for my husband and I to have our own..