Hey, this is my first time posting here. I had an appointment at a birth center today, because well, the love of my life and I are going to have a baby. Idk why I feel the way I do, but i found out that without my leg brace I weigh around 280lbs... This is the biggest I have ever been in my life... I seriously want to cry right now. i have a genetic disorder that caused cushings disease which causes excessive weight gain, even then I do not think I can put all the blame on that. I feel huge and far less confident than I did before my appointment. He (trans-male) says he doesn't care and love has no size. My size isn't what he sees, but it's all I see.... what do you guys do to help boost your confidence in your image? I want to feel beautiful pregnant, because pregnancy is beautiful... But, I feel disgusting..