12dpo

Hello ladies! So I had watched KUWTK and Kim had talked to John Edwards and he was saying to picture yourself being pregnant (positive affirmations) and it'll happen. I told my husband this, and literally out loud was like "I am fertile. I will get pregnant.." The whole nine and I told him to have positive thoughts too. I rubbed my sister in laws Prego belly. And I think it all worked!!! We've been trying to conceive for 13 months! We even had(have, technically) an appt with a fertility specialist next month! This last cycle was kinda eh for us. My husband was having some issues BDing so we only got 3 days in on our fertile week. And I did everything opposite of what I would normally do when TTC (drank, went in a spa). Well glow told me to test today, and honestly I wasn't going to. But I figured, why wait.  I'm either pregnant or not, waiting won't change. So I tested. It's very faint and this makes me very nervous! We've waited so long, I just want it to get darker. But if all goes well, we will be parents Feb 18, 2016!!!! ... Holy shit!