KIND OF RANTING. WHAT WOULD YOU DO?

My husband and I decided to go ahead and try to conceive this month and changed our minds...2 days after my ovulation week. Obviously we can't go back on it now. He's joining the military in August and a lot of stuff went on. We also found out I'm about 30 lbs heavier than I should be to ttc. I want to lose weight before we try again but I may still be pregnant this month. I'm really stressing and I have a whole week before I can find out. Wed both be happy to have a baby as we talked extensively before deciding to try, but we also are concerned bc of my weight and his plans