Where did my confidence go? 😔💔

I hate to admit this.. I got so ugly over the past few months I’m not sure how. I’ve been feeling so ugly for a while now. I don’t know what happened!? Some days I stay at home all day because I feel to ugly to leave the house. I try to avoid looking at myself because it makes me sad when I do.dWtf is wrong w me lol. I use to have so much confidence! So much confidence that I shaved my hair off to a buzz cut last year! & I took selfies all the time. Now I look like shit in every picture I’m in. No more selfies. I’m currently trying to grow my hair back out..I HATE how it looks now!

I never even bother putting on makeup any more because shit there’s nothing that’s going to make me look good. I’m just gross now.

I have a 2 month old baby girl that I love with all my heart & soul. I started feeling like this sometime during my pregnancy.

I dont know what to do about it. I’ll literally cry when I look at myself in the mirror. I hate feeling this way... I miss how I use to look.

Me now when I actually put on makeup one day. I hate this picture but my mom said it’s beautiful. Where? Is it normal to feel so ugly about myself?

I was so happy in this pic. I was laughing. Then I looked at the picture & asked my mom why didn’t she tell me I looked so bad...

This was me a little over a year ago. WHAT HAPPENED !?! 💔

I’m not sure what to do... feeling like this is making me kind of depressed...