******UPDATE******

Today we put Mac down. I can’t believe it. It felt like he should have been here forever. I was in the room and I watched him go I felt so much sadness but relief at the same time because he’s not in pain. I can’t wrap my head around the fact I won’t ever see him,kiss him, hold him and cuddle him again. I’m so heart broken. I miss him so much

Some more recent photos at the bottom

Around Christmas time we recently noticed my cat Mac, he was losing weight. We got blood work and stool tests done and everything came back fine, he was 18 pounds down to 13.

So they told us that it could be cause he old ad he was just losing weight for a little bit, so about 3-4 days ago we took him in to get a Needle and he lost weight again from 13-12 and this was in the span of 1-2 weeks. The vet suggest the ultra sound.

Yesterday the ultra sound was done and we got a call to come pick him up, we’re waiting in our room and our vet (very nice Man i should just mention ) he pulled the stool closer to us and I just new it wasn’t good and we had an idea it wasn’t good.

Mac has a Tumour in his large intestine and it takes up 50% of it... My Vet showed my mom and I the ultra sound images in my lord I’ve never seen something so big. The worst part is that he can’t do an operation.

The large intestine only has 1 blood supply vein. If they were to remove it, it would cause a hole to form from where the tumour was and damage the only blood supply Vein...

I know when you get animals we know that eventually this will happen it’s just he’s the sweetest cat, I can’t even think of losing him it just feels impossible. It feels like he was going to be here forever. Everyone who comes over loves Mac and he’s always there to greet you and give you a hug.

I just don’t know how to cope with this, he’s 12 now and I’m so upset. He isn’t in pain but soon enough he will be and then we make the decision what to do next.

I’m sorry this is so long, I just needed to talk to someone.