I've been feeling off lately I'm sad and depressed etc I can't think I tried to get it off my mind by drawing but I couldn't move the pencil I didn't have any motivation to draw I then tried to go on my phone and I was still feeling all this emotions and they weren't going away I then went into the bathroom and just started to cry I asked myself what is wrong and I thought about it and I'm not happy I'm not motivated to get up I'm sad that I can't tell my parents that I'm bisexual and feeling these way I should tell my parents but they will probably ask why I'm feeling this way and I'm not ready to tell them I'm bisexual I wonder how they would react and that thought scares me I also don't want my mom to use more money on a therapist I then realized my birthday is coming up with means I have to be near my so called family which is racist,rude,homophobic,petty,insane,and have favorites the other thing is if I tell my parents they might tell my family which makes me not want to tell them even more then I want to do now -jade🐝