How to combat the feelings of being unloved and alone?

Im sick and tired of feeling alone and unloved. I used to be in an abusive relationship and I was told so many times i would only be alone if I left them and that nobody loved me. I just want to feel loved. I would do anything to feel loved.

Even when it comes to my family. I know they love and care for me, no matter what They do I just don’t feel their love. I feel like my emotions are fake and I can’t even begin to comprehend what this is and how to get rid of these feelings. Sometimes i cant get up for school because Im so depressed to the point of paralysis.

Okay now to the real meat and bones (the question)

How do I cope with these feelings?