Trying to dilate

37.5 Weeks and I’m trying to help my body dilate 😂 I know it’ll happen when it’s ready, but I’m getting so antsy. It still doesn’t seem real. So far I’ve sat in a warm bath, walked a lot, and had sex. I’m 2cm and I know things can change when your body is ready. I’ve had constant back pain all day since yesterday and I was having light contractions every few minutes.

I feel like it’s still all fake, like I’m not really having a baby in 2 Weeks. My boyfriends mom thinks she’ll come this weekend. Highly unlikely, in my opinion. But can your body change that quickly? I’ve have Braxton Hicks contractions along with lightning crotch and the constant dull back ache that’s down in my hips and occasionally wraps around to the front.

Also, I had an NST at the hospital yesterday and I heard a baby crying and I swear I was about to burst into tears...🤭😐😅