TTC is the most exhausting process...

I'm sure many of you agree, but I am so tired of the TTC process. I find myself turning into a crazy lady...wanting to pee on any stick I can find, spending insane amounts of time "tweaking" only to get a glimmer of hope that will likely be squashed. I wish I could say that I will walk away and not test anymore until after every missed AF, but I am just not sure that can happen. I get too sucked in...