Ugh when will it be my time!

Caila • Expecting baby #3...💙carter liam!! This is my 8th pregnancy.. We have 2 dd they are 10 and 2 the rest of my babies are angels!!
After years of trying we got pregnant!!! 9 weeks tomorrow !! Heart beat was awesome yesterday! 167!!!! This morning I lost the baby.. Again!! This is my third misscarriage in a row!!! So confused how when I got preg at 16 she stuck and was healthy!!! Which I'm so thankful for but now I'm married to her dad and we have a home and been married for 5 years and my daughter is 6 and for some reason I can't stay preg!! I'm just confused and emotional I really just don't understand