No Self Control

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I swear I have no self control! I see a stick and I just want to pee on it. You know what I mean? I tested at 5DPO, 7DPO, and 8DPO. I know they will show a BGN when I do them, but I still go for it. I even try to go to the bathroom real quick in the morning to try to stop myself from testing. I swore to myself last night that I wouldn't test again until 10DPO. Of course this morning came, 9DPO and I caved. I

t was a BFN. You are probably thinking so bad of me right now, but wait it gets worse. I started reading about Cervical location and the meaning of. I tried it and the next time I went to the restroom there was mucus and some blood. I thought hmmm, could this be? Well, I can't retest until the morning so I will just have to wait and see. WRONG. I caved AGAIN! I knew it would be negative because of this morning and it wasn't even FMU. Guess what happened!!!!

Ahhhhh!!!!